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recorded and released by feifei z
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on and off the battlefield
poetry series by feifei z
Book 1: Flower Crowns Reign
ancestral wisdom, social justice, celebration of the arts and artists, reclaiming my voice, speaking my truth, honoring literature, fostering community, empowering writers, standing with Indigenous people
Book 2: My Sky Is Full Of Light
ancestral spirituality, non-western ways of knowing and being, grief, indictment of the industrial, hope, justice, deep devotion and love to my butch partner, healing, real friendships, joy, nature and Earth
Book 3: Eastern Dragon In My Blood
belonging, caught between two cultures, nostalgia, looking at my childhood for what it is, uplifting chinese diaspora, bridge, beacon, vulnerability and intimacy, nature, home, ancestral roots, inner peace
Book 4: Speaking To My Shadow
integration, introspection, allegories, self-actualization, healing, internal harmony, autonomy, expressing and processing anger, balance, truth, yin and yang, love, moving forward
#1: Flower Crowns Reign
The soul is not green paper.
The heart is not code.
Zeroes and ones cannot
ever replace the human
bleeding words on the page.Throughout human history, literature has been a sanctuary for the unheard and a mirror of reality. Writers wield pens as torches that scatter the shadows of oppression, enabling the silenced people to once again speak for themselves.This collection encapsulates the resilient spirit of one writer in an age that prioritizes profit and algorithms over art and storytelling. The poet champions social justice through an ancestral lens and reclaims her power. Then she pays homage to true artists while celebrating the intersection of her spirituality and her writing.If you are a young writer, keep going. Speak yourself. Exist out loud. Your words are your triumph, so wield your torch.
Free Ebook Around The World
Also available for libraries on Overdrive (free), Odilo (free), Palace Marketplace (free), BorrowBox ($1), Baker & Taylor ($1). Sometimes, my ebooks are also available on Indigo, and perhaps on some other online retailers that I have not explored. But my ebooks will never be on Amazon.I champion global accessibility, especially for the Global South, so I make all my ebooks free. Amazon aims to monopolize ebooks and will only allow "free ebooks" if you enroll in their Kindle Unlimited program, which renders your ebook exclusive to their platform. This is antithetical to my values of multicultural empowerment, freedom to learn and appreciate the arts, and a Return To Ancestral Storytelling.If you wish to support me financially, you can opt to purchase a physical copy of my books. But if you live in a developing nation or in any place where my print books are super expensive in your native currency due to price conversions and printing costs that I do not control, I encourage you to buy something for yourself instead, whether that be a meal for yourself and your loved ones, or a gift to yourself because you deserve to be loved by yourself.I will find ways to make ends meet. I believe in the power of my stories and in my own abilities as a storyteller, as well as the Spirits Of All The Worlds, and the Abundance of the Earth. Abundance Attracts Abundance. Two of Wands to Three of Wands to Four of Wands. Ten of Cups. Ten of Pentacles. The Magician. The Chariot. The High Priestess. The Emperor. The Empress. The Hermit. The Sun. The Star. I Claim This. I Believe In The Heart And The Immense, Undeniable Power Of Integrity, Authenticity, Love, and Truth.
Print Books Around The World
Print book could also be available in more online retailers than the ones listed above. Most of these online retailers ship internationally. For example, Blackwell's is a company that ships to many different countries around the world. If Blackwell's does not make shipments to your country, hopefully one of the other retailers will. However, international shipping is expensive, and I have no control over how much these retailers will charge you.Some of these retailers also offer ebook versions of my books, but despite the fact that I set the ebook distribution price to be free, these retailers do charge you to read, so I do not include those ebook editions in the Free Ebook section. But those paid ebook editions can be something to explore if you live in a country where you cannot access any of the Free Ebook platforms and cannot purchase a print copy.
#2: My Sky Is Full Of Light
Wind chimes. Birdsong.
The Soul moves to the forefront.
Faith restored. Pandora’s Box.
Hope is a Soaring Phoenix.At age twenty-two, the poet experienced a dark night of the soul. Despite the storms of grief, she found solace in the smiles of her partner, in the kindness of her friends, and in the trees and bushes that kept her company while she studied the firmament for signs of paradise.For a long time, the poet chose to blend in, hiding her spirituality to avoid harassment. But then she learned that her way of being and knowing was frequently practiced and celebrated by non-Western and Indigenous people throughout history across the globe prior to the Western colonial transgressions that engineered the industrial simulation. Now, the poet chooses to take a stand and speak.Only through this act of spiritual proclamation can the poet reclaim her narrative from the empty ones who had attempted to silence her throughout her life. By choosing to stay authentic and embrace herself, the poet becomes a catalyst that will help to usher in renewal, unity, and verity.
Free Ebook Around The World:
Also available for libraries on Overdrive (free), Odilo (free), Palace Marketplace (free), BorrowBox ($1), Baker & Taylor ($1). Sometimes, my ebooks are also available on Indigo, and perhaps on some other online retailers that I have not explored. But my ebooks will never be on Amazon.I champion global accessibility, especially for the Global South, so I make all my ebooks free. Amazon aims to monopolize ebooks and will only allow "free ebooks" if you enroll in their Kindle Unlimited program, which renders your ebook exclusive to their platform. This is antithetical to my values of multicultural empowerment, freedom to learn and appreciate the arts, and a Return To Ancestral Storytelling.If you wish to support me financially, you can opt to purchase a physical copy of my books. But if you live in a developing nation or in any place where my print books are super expensive in your native currency due to price conversions and printing costs that I do not control, I encourage you to buy something for yourself instead, whether that be a meal for yourself and your loved ones, or a gift to yourself because you deserve to be loved by yourself.I will find ways to make ends meet. I believe in the power of my stories and in my own abilities as a storyteller, as well as the Spirits Of All The Worlds, and the Abundance of the Earth. Abundance Attracts Abundance. Two of Wands to Three of Wands to Four of Wands. Ten of Cups. Ten of Pentacles. The Magician. The Chariot. The High Priestess. The Emperor. The Empress. The Hermit. The Sun. The Star. I Claim This. I Believe In The Heart And The Immense, Undeniable Power Of Integrity, Authenticity, Love, and Truth.
Print Books Around The World
Print book could also be available in more online retailers than the ones listed above. Most of these online retailers ship internationally. For example, Blackwell's is a company that ships to many different countries around the world. If Blackwell's does not make shipments to your country, hopefully one of the other retailers will. However, international shipping is expensive, and I have no control over how much these retailers will charge you.Some of these retailers also offer ebook versions of my books, but despite the fact that I set the ebook distribution price to be free, these retailers do charge you to read, so I do not include those ebook editions in the Free Ebook section. But those paid ebook editions can be something to explore if you live in a country where you cannot access any of the Free Ebook platforms and cannot purchase a print copy.
#3: Eastern Dragon In My Blood
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#4: Speaking To My Shadow
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Wheel-37© 2025 Feifei Z. All Rights Reserved.All projects within Wheel-37 (books, poetry, music, podcasts, games, blog posts, essays, music videos, book designs, and map illustrations) are owned by Feifei Z. No part of Wheel-37 may be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the copyright owner. No derivative works of an obscene nature are allowed.Feifei Z does not own the cover art drawn by Nadia Auriemma (Ghostelle Art). Feifei Z does not own the beats produced by Kidnxtdoor (Keon Marcus) and the beats that she had leased from various producers for some of the songs on her first album. Those producers are all given proper credits where they are due.By accessing any page on Feifei Z’s Substack, Stories of Wheel-37 (thefeifeiz.substack.com), and Feifei Z’s Website (feifeiz.com), you are agreeing to comply with this copyright notice even if you do not navigate to this Terms of Service page itself.By engaging with any print or digital projects of Wheel-37 made available by Feifei Z on any platform including all emails sent out by her from Substack, you are agreeing to comply with this copyright notice even if you do not navigate to this Terms of Service page itself.
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My Soul CovenantI Am Protected by the Universe. Mi Amor is Protected by the Universe. The Garden is Protected by the Universe. My Loved Ones are Protected by the Universe. My Art is Protected By The Universe.My Soul Is My Truth.Only Light, Love, Integrity, Honesty, True Spirituality, and Authenticity are allowed into this space.To Infinity and Eternity with My Partner.I Am Now and Forever Free.